Sunday, October 01, 2006
my last post maybe..
falling deeper and deeper.
pressure of exams?
im not sure.
inner deamons stir within me,
each time i think of the problems that surround me.
i really miss the times we had,
yet im so afraid of having to feel sad.
you're all i have left.
but why did i choose to gib up so easily..
why did we choose to gib it all up so easily.
are we even happier this way?
if you are,i've nthin 2 say.
all the best for N's PJM.
always missin ya guys xD
`elainez.*I WOULD APPRICATE IT IF YOU DONT EDIT MY POST.
PJME
2:28 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
Hey peeps....it has been long time since the four of us Blog....elaine got married yesterday!!! Congrates...btw not real life marriage...IT maplestory...(a game) Yea..the pic is here>>>>>anyway...i came here to blog...because we got an agreement...among P.J.M.E!!! we had agreed to speak english for one whole week and we are not suppose to speak singlish and chinese too....English must be Perfect...Who ever forfeit this agreement shall pay20 cents for every forbidden words...said...sounds fun rite?haha...so after awhile...me and Lp thought of this idea...one week speak english...another week speak Chinese...that the way man....wonder where the money will go too??? Mok's pocket!!!! LOL peeps...i m just kidding...we shall have a book to record every Fine...and also a container to collect the money...haha...=) maybe end of this year...we get to eat nice nice stuffs...for the money collected...Btw...to P.M.E...whoever do not talk de hua...and think u can run away issit...??? NO WAY!!!! NO WAY...if that person kept keeping quiet for a long long long time...she shall pay $2 instead...hahah that was L.P xiao xiao evil de idea...we shall sign the term of agreement on monday... after signing it...The fine system will start...so P.M.E excited abt it? let say if anyway not interested in joining this agreement or dun wanna joined in the FUN...then the person shall treat us to Pepper lunch !!! that sounds great rite??? hahaha(evil laugh) hao le... i shall draw out an agreement.... =) so PJME all mus sign hor...Yan er er tday so funny... haha!!!! hao le hao le blog until here...and No one i said No one is allowed to delete this post hor...if not pay 50 dollars and treat us to Soul Garden!!! muahahahah....yea~~~~ MOK~MOk here !!!!
PJME
10:26 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Shui bian come and see de blog... and see if Anyone blog... I dunn wanna say this but i have to say...LP dun lame !!! haha that all... go play auditon liao~~~~~ mok here
PJME
5:45 PM
hahas..cant see de words here rite... blehh..=D...i gu yi de... lOlx... bo liao.. lahh... i read smth... den tink its qutie true lor... let mii rite it here bahh...its say;"sometimes we must get hurt in order to know we must fail in order to know. sometimes our vision clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears."
yeah true...? and hor oso read jy borrow de book. is de author of the book who make de cheese move.. heard it b4.? i 4 get sum liao.. but smth i rmb be. DUN LEAVE IN DE PAST.. MUS LEARN FRM DE MISTAKE U HAVE MAKE. AND DUN REPEAT UR MISTAKE...!!!!though we hav done badly 4 our prelim kos we slack.. so dun repeat it again.. dun slack.. but im still slackin..lOlx..!!! wat is tis.. hahas.. =D mus hav self control... oni suffer 4 another 2 mths...!!!!!! 2 mths..!!!!! hahas...
another 1.it say:"if you fall down seven times, get up on the 8th. in other words, dun give up when you feel discouraged, just pick yourself up and renew your determination."
there goes another 1.. hahas.. it says :" in life we make choices: choices we regrett,choices we admire ourselves 4 makin, choices 4 others, and it is choices, not one abilities tatt we set apart. tatt makes who we are 2dayand who we become tml. b kos if 2day is bad, tml is worst. then you have to look upon choices, not your abilities and decide which choices are makin life so hard 4 you.."
yupps. lyk tis... jia you 4 n lvl...
lp go liao...
PJME
5:22 PM
Blog ahwile before i slp... so early worx!! haha... yst when u study with LP... LP got new Theory liao leh .... LP=Women= prefer to be a guy.... she said that she wanna be guy when we on the way to Taka... hahaha!!! saw alot of gals that ACt like guys... Euuu...lol ! N'lvl are coming liao...all must jiayou...!!!! hao bahh... i go slp liao nite...erm shuld be morning !!! mok mok
PJME
4:12 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Mok is very happy because MOk finally can use the com liao cos she got her come fixed liao.... Mok Mok here
PJME
12:34 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
HAHAS.last night i HAD FUN MAN.on maple of course.hahas.how? okie at first i was training at coolies..train train train and yes(all those who dont maple,u wont know a shyt im saying.so dont bother to read my post.) i laughed like a RETARD WOMAN ALL NIGHT WITH VIIC! omg la.hahas. i called in viic hp to conference with ah wei aka THE DUCK.hahas.he's so cute.talk talk talk until 9++ coz ah wei gg to pubbing.dan viic called my hp.half way thru,ah wei called HALF DRUNKEN! LOLX.u noe hw funny he is A NOT!!! say wad wanna vomit on the TAXI.muahahahhaha. OMG.PPL WHO R DRUNK ARE FUNNY PPL. xDso then...before ah wei went pubbing,we were all at Hot Sands playing...Ah wei had e vomit face,dan bo liao ZHI HAO bot 1 too.see them sooooooo CUTE.
So i could not resist and BOT MYSELF ONE.viic had no cash so the nice DUCK sent her 1.and now all of us has the vomit look.... *diaox*
dan at nite me and viic wer super bored.and since almost all of e guild members wer at beach,me and zh went back to beach.And viic called me again.and we started to think of stupid stuff. so we keep pressing the vomit face for dunno how long lor! 1-2 hours.dan Jin ye down there keep making fun of us.so dan me and viic decided to be crazy and STRIP and vomit.hahas...
Then got bored again so since jin ye was kinda slacking and making me and viic laugh like RETARDS,we decided to b nice and giv jin ye a nice KISS.
then we went to di siao jing jie by vomitting beside her.hahas.look at zhi hao all jealous.MUAHAHHAS.
viic and i talked on the phone till MORNING LA.ard 4am++.until the stupid duck called and i hanged the phone.dan i played maple and audition with zhi hao until 6am++ okie.OMGosh.super tired!!~im a super audition FREAK NOW.and zh can finally AUDITION WITH ME.IM SO HAPPY NIA~~ `elainez*
PJME
2:04 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
hre..............
nice or not?lp face like cannot c le hahaha.....but like nice lei?hahah//....
PJME
4:00 PM
hihi ...took pic infront of lp agn....jus anyhow rake take de...hahahha....ltr gotta study maths le....byes....here r the pics of me....zi lian pics hehehe....weird me....no emo pics...next time gonna post emo de...hahah...
ciao~
maria angelia
PJME
3:54 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
toilet..!!! lOlx..!!! hahas.. today aft our n lvl chinese paper we went to look for mrs ali to ask ss.. but hor wen we call her and she say she jus walk out of sch...!!!! wth...!!!arhz... den tml dden go look for her lor.. tml ss paper liao. and chinese paper 3 lo.. hahas..anyway today aft sch went to je eat... oso got eat ice icy...lOlx.!! hahas./.. den finish eatin liao. wen to toilet... hahas. damn funni lah.. de jy and ye gu yi go inside de boys toilet. not reali inside.. jus at de door oni.. kos jy thgt ii will blur follow them go in.. hahas.. den go in de gals toilet liao.. aft tatt we go out... den we shout... acutally oni mii shout... 4get y liao.. kip shoutin.. den de jy go open de toilet door.. ii thgt is boys toilet 1 lor.. den ish 4 handicap de.. ii shout...!!!
aft tatt we go out. got 1 woman go tell elaine de security gard thgt wat happen to us lor.. kos kip hearin shoutin.. lOlx.!!!! hahas...
PJME
4:00 PM
jus now so sorry din go with u all..........pls forgive me....i faster went home...sorry for not saying bye.....my mom asked me to faster go home....
....maria angelia.....
PJME
2:09 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
hehes.it was teacher's day celebration on thursday. My class theme was Black&white.I bot a lace skirt on wed costing me $50! (woah,im rich.kekes) and hair bands which cost me $13.90 in total.but i was a happy girl.i even got my new mp4 ear phones ler. =) thou they r a bit uncomfortable.Guess i'll juz get used to them soon. so anyways..since we all cld wear what we want in sch besides the boring old school uniform...its PICTURES BABY.
Our grp photo at LAST! been wanting 1 since my b'dae okie! =x
I took a pix wit Genie,the FAIRY.aww.i want a wish!!!
Hehes.so now its my turn to be the fairy.hmms.i even got a pix with Fizah the princess!
A pix wit jiayi and dumb gopal put the BROOM in the background!
Still gt lots o pix but lazy to post them.so juz wanna wish all e teachers out there a Happy belated teachers day. I think the best teacher I've ever met was my parents.Teaching from young till now.Non-stop support and never gave up on me.Tells me stories when i was young and will say them again as long as i requested.Taught me the right from wrong even thou i nv listen and they still say it again making sure i remembered them. LOVES EM ALL as i say. xD`Elainez.*
PJME
8:20 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
long time din write......lol...so yea.........got scolding from my mommy yst nite...coz late go home......it was kinda bad day i think....rain like the whole day....sad atmosphere.......but quite fun...hahaha....pics of me n lp......eating in yoshinoya.....here it is...
PJME
3:32 PM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Hey ppl... this blog will be closing soon...anyway...it will close as soon as possible...actually nth to say liao...haha...sian-ed MokMok She decided to walk away!
PJME
7:14 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
MMMMmmm.......Just update what happen today ba....English paper so hard...sobsob!!! I must pass...cannot fail...talk abt after sch ba !!! haha suppose to go far east happily de...but sum how... haiyo dunno what happen...Anyway Weds we going out again! Hopefully this wun happen again on weds ba! haha... i shall forget what happen today....wo yao kan kai dian... Still happy that i manage to buy clothes...WahaHahaHaha...Teacher's Day... i m coming... i shall be different on Teacher's Day!!! Carn wait for that day worx! Btw weds, neinei,maria....going ! wonder if that pervert going ? LOL! see tis blog tell me ba pervert! MOk~MOK here!!! Btw Lp ar.... i seriously din hear what u all said in the train just now....Sry ='(
PJME
6:55 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
hehes.its my TURN 2 blog.since the blog is soo dead.anw ya.been thinkin a lot these few days.and oh man oh man.i need to re-perm my hair again coz its gettin a lil weird.and im feelin a lil weird.*erhems*i havent been bloggin coz...sian sian DERHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.anw.i think i screwed my chem paper.and i didnt bother to study my eng.so bye bye position no. 1.im sure to drop positions liao. i still hop i can maintain my B3 im eng. =Danws.PJM,i still wan a grp foto.and i wan BAT MAN EARRINGS.AND CLOTHES AND EARRINGS AND hmms...i duno wad else ler la. =D bye bye~P.S MOK NEH remind me tt i owe u audition clothes.tata`elainez*
PJME
9:33 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
Finally got the time to blog liao...haha pass few days got exam and stuff....busy playing Audition too... so fun lor !!!! if u guys got play... look for Laoshu !!!! then play with me and LP. Lp is evilgal...haha...wonder why she got such name? cos just two words to describe her.... Evil and pervert...haha... sumarise what happen to us these past few days ba.... Prelim prelim and prelim...today nei nei dun need to go sch... so good sia....have Poa Exam today...average paper lor... consult Ming Ming like siao... at least i noe how to do my petty cash book liao.... so happy... yesterday... i mean the day before... i sms chee kway to meet me at clementi mac at 8.30am.... he din reply my message...i thought he not going so.... i ended meeting Lp at 9.30 instead....then chee kway angry lor... lol sry chee kway... bu shi gu yi de....orh ya...this thing i must blog about it...almost forget... yesterday Lp confess to Mr Q liao....He like damm happy lor...sum more Lp sit just behind him during exam...in class also sit togather lor... omg !!!! Her class D2 ppl also so pei her me and yan er er....then i was thinking he will score Full marks for Maths paper 2...and just use 5 mins to finish the paper... haha LP power !!!!Mr QQQQQQ!!!! LP dun be too excited when u read this.... haha!! when we need to study hor....we must waste at least two hours dunno doing what ....then can study de...weird lor....then we also went around sch to look for Ming Ming... she was at the library lor....lol then we sweat like mad...and the library was filled with LP's BO....can u imagine the situation i m in .... haha....the libra- ren.. no longer scold us liao... YaY!!! back to today... i use poa notes to hit Yaner er 's face... then she scream....scare me sia... and Lp shuld be happy cos i hit her head with poa notes...she went in very happy...but after paper one...she mood change...i think maybe Mr Q never say Good luck to her before she sat for her exam? Yan er er and jeff jeff... cindy with her stomach ache....haha... Cindy's theory>>eat anything=stomach ache....lol Lp's Bo theory>>I=dumb=dumb+dumb LOL...interesting rite? lol...diao Today...after poa exam....Got A maths exam...ke lian ke lian...haha like i care... jkjk...cheese pan-cake is NICE!!! but with LP's saliva....Euuu went to play Basketball...then Don sweat like BUcket...euuu so disgusting.... but LP much more worse... Tmr going to Maria house to play Pool !!! anyone wanna come? lol nei nei carn go...cos she carn go out....ya... i shall blog again lter....haha Cos TMR NO SCH !!!!! haha.... fun sia... hao ba talk so much i go play audition liao... Moko MOko here.... *ps sori mok mok neh for posting late.i 4got. >.< *
PJME
8:44 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
***hapi hapi bdae!!!***
to
ELAINE..
WISH U ALL DE BEST IN EVERY TING..
and hor dun kip tinkin goin to ite hor..
study hard tis few mths and cheong..!!!!
hahas
no long nv blog liao got alot of tings to say but v lan duo to blog. hahas.anyway wanted to blog tis kos so nice. last monday hor during a math period. mii and yan er dunno tokin abt wat lah.. but related to studies de. den we say blahh blahh blahh i 4get liao. oni rmb tis part..lp say: i fail liao lahyan er say: no lah u can de, can 1lp say: bu yao zhe mo kan de qi wo yan er say: yin wei wo chong lia mei you kan bu qi niarhz..!!! so nice rite.!! so got mo qi.. den aft tatt we both laugh.. hahas.. lOlx.anyway yst wen to elanie ther and celebrate her bdae.. elaine mom treat.. de food ther so nice.. and so ex.. $600 plus plus lor.. arhz so ex.!!! thks elaine and elaine mom.. hahas.. happy bdae to you. too.. we oso take pics hahas.. den v late go home.. i dun even feel lyk goin home lor.lOlx.!! i still got smth to blog but 4get liao.. nvm lah... orh ya.. rmb liao.. tis is esp 4 maria de.. maria.. we tell u all de tings to u is to let u noe how we feel.. as u say u angry wen u noe tatt we tok behide ur back liao.. den we tell u how we feel.. dun kip tinkin abt it.. i can see tatt u are tryin to change liao. lyk tatt time yst we go elaine ther celebrate her bdae tatt day.. u got change some le.. changin 1 self is v hard.. so dun avoid us ..! dun be pai say lah. even u nv change all we oreali forgive u liao,.,.and sum more is long time ago 4give u liao.. kos we can see at least u try to change..signin offlpi choose to walk away..
PJME
7:36 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I keep loving,Like a love I can't control,So remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart,And I have poured my entire soul into you,Right from the very start.Love is so very special.Yet can make you feel so lostIt can arrive just like the springtime.And melt away like morning frost.You must find ways to nurture.Always grow your love with care.Never ever take for granted.The love that you both shareMistakes are bound to happen.You may hurt each other's heart.Yet don't give up to easily.It will tear your love apartLove resembles a bright flame.That lights a dark starry night.Never ever let this flame burn down.Rekindle with all your might.Take a moment every day.Look deep into each other's eyes.Never hesitate to show affection.Small gestures will keep a love alive.Talk openly about your feelings.Take time to show that you careTreasure each and every moment.Because to find true love is rare.Do a little bit update.. cos tis blog abit so dead!!! haha... Prelims tomorrow... ppl jiayou worx...Moko Moko here.... Locko Locko is my friend!!!
PJME
6:41 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
every1 was hurt during trash talk on Monday.I even told sum1 e truth which i tot wld clear misunderstandings yet i proved myself wrong. I know. there's a limit to how much 1 can take. there's also a limit to how much 1 is willing to take.as for me,i think bout it every nite. and i get upset every nite. i still dunno y...but anw.i haf 2 admit i was a lil hurt when i found out jy and lp read my blog. coz.. no1 ever reads my blog de.nt even jolo i think. =)
anw...PJM...shall i treat u to PIZZA HUT? wan ma? wan ma?TMR K? FOR LUNCH.YAY.as my b'dae treat. okie ma? so rmb hor..all dun ASK MUMMY COOK 4 U LIAO.PIZZA HUT FOR DEREK TOO.and maybe poor Gan coz he aint got no cold hard cash. yearrhhhhh~~
`elainez.*
anw tis is my b'dae cake.looks sweet doesnt it?i LUV THE STRAWBERRIES.
PJME
9:27 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
okie i noe i need to start studying.but for some reason..i feel dead.why?simple.
recently,i went to look up a friend,Gerald.I did mention him in the blog b4.somewhere between june-july.complained he was sensitive and stuff. Anw i went to look for him and said sorry. At first,he ignored me...so i talked 2 him and he showed attitude.wadever.i still ren.dan i told him "what ever i said i take it back." His reply?.. "Even if u take back the words,can u take back the pain?" omg.i was so stuck. "Forget it,its over" he said. So i went off saying a sorry and causing him lots of trouble.Ltr he asked me to msg him.so i did.i told him bout hw i felt and everything.in e end he 4gave me but chose to let our friendship go.I kept most of his sms-es. bout 50++ of them. The nxt day he msged me saying he wld b gg to aussie ard mid-dec.for some reason, i cired. reali hate goodbyes. At the same time,becoz of gerald i fan lian with another person to a point that we almost gave up. I dont understand wad guys are thinking. Friends or wadever.i cant even understand my own BROTHER. wadever it is i hate it. im always either hurting or end up getting hurt. Sucks. tis blog is dead already.im dead and everything ard me is D-E-A-D
To JD: yes i was afraid to tell u,so i blocked u.i reali dont wanna do the skin.im reali veri sian. im sorry 4 nt tellin u.if these words hurt u,plz kill me. Thx.
`elainez.*
PJME
6:54 PM
got lots of things to do but dun feel like doing...wth la....tired of thinking bout things....but cant help it...jus need to think of stuff....jaded life..still emo..............
PJME
2:40 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Lalala... nw maria and neinei on bed... haha =) we (Lp and mok) watching them do... OMG....OMG... just now celebrated Elaine nei nei birthday... =) thanks to her mum and our good acting... haha She was surprise for de bdae celebration.... cheers finally she sixteen liao.... haha =) can play pool billard , watch Nc-16 movie... last but noy list... can officially do S*X haha.. i doubt we gonna do anyway.... Happy bitrthday singapore and hapi bdae to elaine... advance..!!!!
PJME
6:23 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
kangta and vaness...
jy say tis pic her hair look lyk guy.. hahas...
arhz... elaine went to play maple.. jy gtg liao.. den now left mii here. nth to do.lOlx.!!!! den ltr i going back to audition to play agin.. hahas. today got focus lor.. den 9 plus release. around 11 we den reach home. lor .. kos we went to cui ping hse to watch de 9 pm show.. last epi mah.. yi xin choose wei xiangg// yeah..!!!! take all those pic at elaine hse.. actually got take wit elaine de.. but she nv save bahh.. so sad=( hahas. nvmm ... lOlx.!!! i goin to play audition sea liao.. de kangta and vaness so coOl...
PJME
1:25 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
im sry for 'destroying' the blog with all those mean words. =)`elainez.*
PJME
2:44 PM
kangta and vaness...
