Still P.J.M.E 4eva?????

Sunday, July 09, 2006

hello....sian....nnow using com for awhile only....gotta study maths soon...tomoro mus jia you ok....mus get a1 or aim for a1...its a must i tell u@!!!!hahaha......jus do our best can liao la....hahaha...i put all my pic here arh.....hahaha.....the recent took....de...not all mine la...some...is wif lp...hahahah...k....erm...nth to say liao....went to church tis morning n now so sian actually wanna go out wif ppl de...but too tt person not free...hahaha....so sian...i must study le...my parents they all went to sentosa today...only some of my family members are left here in the house....yea.......ive been thinking a lot about life...and trying to understand y must i be born in this world.....n i still cant find the answer ...im still searching for it....i think..hahaha....my mom said this >>>> 1st is god.....2nd is family....3rd is friends....i dunno abt tis...but for me i din really prioritize things in this way....i jus treat it jus like tt.....n not do anything abt it...religion is jus smth tt make me live life as it is...i think...i pray for help n all...i realize tt i always jus pray for help...n evryday thank god for all the blessings...i pray things over and over again evryday........life is always repeating over and over again....evry year we celebrate the same celebration...it jus repeats...till we die....sigh..i dunnoe y ....but i really really hope to die soon. n finish this life.....its boring......only one thing makes it not boring n that is love.....feelings jus starts to develop.....n it gives a new meaning to life.....but too bad i dun believe in love...lol...i write lots of crap sia...but tt is jus things tt goes through my mind...n jus wanna let go of it...there are other stuffs ...theres a lot actually...sigh...forget it...think go now la...hahahha...too many crap of things in life..hahaha...dunnoe...write very long sia....hahahaa...

~emo gal soon to be or????LOL
maria angelia..........

PJME
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